Sunday, January 15, 2012

Job 17-20: Compassion Not Accusation




In my own life, the pain I have endured has caused more compassion to rise up in me for others.

Job 19:21
“Have pity on me! Have pity on me, O you my friends, for the hand of God has touched me!”

Poor Job begs for comfort from his friends and finds nothing but more accusation.




Lord, please don’t ever allow my heart to be so hardened that I am more worried about someone’s potential sin then for the emotional pain they are suffering. Comfort fist, then loving confrontation later in the name of Jesus, AMEN!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Job 14, 15 & 16: Without the Comforter



"Holy Spirit Dove Fire"
Used according to the terms of


Job 16:9 “Even now, behold, my Witness is in heaven, and He who vouches for me is on high.”
Job 16:21 “Oh, that there might be one who would plead for a man with God and that he would maintain his right with Him, as a son of man pleads with or for his neighbor!”

In verse 9, Job seems to have the revelation of Jesus’ role as an intermediary between God and man. (1 Timothy 2:5) Then by verse 21, his sorrows snatch that revelation from His heart. The cares of this world have choked out the seed that was sprouting.

1 Timothy 2:5 & 6 “For there [is only] one God, and [only] one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, Who gave Himself as a ransom for all [people, a fact that was] attested to at the right and proper time.”
Matthew 13:22 “As for what was sown among thorns, this is he who hears the Word, but the cares of the world and the pleasure and delight and glamour and deceitfulness of riches choke and suffocate the Word, and it yields no fruit.”

My heart goes out to Job; suffering and loss and hopelessness endured without the comfort of Holy Spirit and the whispers of Jesus, seem incomprehensible to me. Yet, Job holds on… God was pouring out His grace upon Job even though he could not perceive it.
I wonder how many times when life gets rough, our emotional state keeps us from realizing that God is right their with us?  
Lord, help me to recognize the Jobs out in the world, and bring them news of the Comforter, who will never leave and certainly never forsake. In the name of Jesus. AMEN!!!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Job 10-13: Hold on Loosely




Job and His Friends
Ilya Yefimovich-Repin 1869

Used with permission from 


Job 3:15 “Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.”

Several years ago, I remember being in such an agitated emotional state that I said to God, “Though You slay me, I will trust You.” As I cried out to my Abba in the midst of my pain, He was already preparing to answer my cries for emotional relief in a beautiful way.
It was just before Christmas and my Husband, Strongman, had ordered the book, “One Thing” by Chuck and Pam Pierce for a gift. The next day after crying out Job 3:15 to my God, my book arrived. Sure enough, on page 21, Pam Pierce wrote that she also cried out to God with the very same verse. That was surely enough to get my attention. Of all verses in the entire Bible, Job 3:15 is mentioned the day after I cried it out to God. I knew reading that book would give me another piece of the puzzle to the situation in which I had found myself. 
Our Father is willing to step into the midst of our difficult situations and give us peace, sometimes resolving the difficulty, sometimes not, but ultimately, God is looking at the eternal aspect of our temporal lives. He may need to kill some flesh in us for our eternal sake. The killing of flesh hurts! But the killing of flesh prepares me for heaven where flesh cannot dwell.
Situations arise that are designed for flesh killing, whether God Himself has designed the situation or satan, it doesn’t matter. What matters is what we learn from the experience and whom we run to for comfort. Battles teach us to war. I had not been a warrior before that season in my life. But now, I thank God that He allowed that difficult time, to strengthen me for even more difficult tasks which would lie ahead.

Judges 3:1 & 2
“NOW THESE are the nations which the Lord left to prove
Israel by them, that is, all in Israel who had not previously
experienced war in Canaan; It was only that the generations
of the Israelites might know and be taught war, at least those
who previously knew nothing of it.”

One thing that I am in the process of learning is to hold my life here on earth loosely. With every battle, difficulty or stress, I long even more for my true home. I am an alien here in this world (something I didn’t understand before the battles). My true home is in heaven with Jesus.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Job 6-9: Job's Friends, Really So Bad?


Job and His False Comforters
Jean Fouquet c. 1460

Used by permission from
http://freechristimages.org

Job 8:7 “And though your beginning was small, yet your latter end would greatly increase.”

Job’s friend, Bildad, unknowingly prophesied Job’s end of prosperity as he chided him for hidden sin. As I think about Bildad, Eliphaz and Zophar, I wonder if they were really attempting to hurt Job.

*Could it be that they only spoke the revelation  they had of Job's situation and of God's heart at that moment?
*Were they really trying to be cruel?
*Could they have just wanted to see their friend healed and restored and out of
desperation spoke out their own wisdom?
*How often has that happened in the church today?
*How many times have I spoken what I thought was right, but wasn’t God’s heart?
Job has the answer to these questions when he says, 


“But how can mortal man be right before God?” (Job 9:2b)

Job didn’t know the answer to that question, but we do. Jesus is the way a mortal man can be right before God!
Thank You, Jesus, for making me right before Abba…for forgiving when I have misspoken, missed the mark, and plain old messed up! You are worthy of my praise. My adoration belongs to You. I will worship You for eternity! AMEN!!!

Monday, January 9, 2012

Job 1, 2, 3, 4 & 5: Fixate on Jesus


Satan Before the Lord
Corrado Giaquinto 1750
 

Used with permission from 
http://freechristimages.org/


Job 1:21 “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, And naked I shall return there. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away. Blessed be the name of the LORD.”

I believe this verse, no matter the controversy surrounding it. Wouldn’t a good earthly dad take away privileges, if he knew his child would be harmed in some way by them? If we look at things from an eternal perspective, it’s easier to understand. Our Abba is the Perfect Father. Wouldn't He take away something that would affect our eternity with Him? Eternity with Him is more important than this temporal life. Just a thought.

Job 3:25 “For the thing which I greatly fear comes upon me, and that of which I am afraid befalls me.”

This verse jumped out at me because I have seen the truth of it played out. I knew a Jesus-loving woman who was diving deep into the spiritual things of the Lord. In the process of diving deep, she discovered satan’s realm of resistance against her. She became fixated on a “controlling spirit.” She was constantly looking for demons around every corner, in people, in situations. In short, she began to greatly fear a “controlling spirit.” I found out later that she had embraced a woman as a spiritual guide who had a controlling spirit. This woman’s fear caused the very object of her fear to come upon her.
This is tough stuff, but it’s truth. That’s why it is imperative that we fixate on Jesus. All the other stuff, including the demonic realm, will bow as we worship Jesus passionately and obey Him completely.
Lord, empower us to look at this life as temporal, and understand that fear only separates us from You. Empower me, Lord. I love You and want no thing between us. AMEN!

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Genesis 8, 9, 10 & 11: Babel's Tower and Fear



Image used with permission from http://freechristimages.org/biblestories/tower_of_babel.htm

Reading the account of the Tower of Babel in Genesis 11, made me think of ziggurats. I remember studying ziggurats with my sons in history class.

Ziggurats were constructed in ancient times by the Mesopotamians as dwelling places for their gods. Mesopotamia was the fertile land between the Tigris and Euphrates Rivers (modern day Iraq). After doing a little research, I found out a few characteristics of these ancient people.

*Legalistic in their religious outlook, looking more to the letter of the law.

*Art and literature reflects a gloomy, pessimistic outlook on life.

*Euphrates and Tigris flooded unexpectedly and often killed those who were caught. These rivers came to be feared.

*Surrounded by hostile forces on all sides. People lived in constant fear of invasion.

*Lived from day to day always in fear of invasion and death.

*Selfish and practical.

from Early Mesopotamia 

Reading about the characteristics of the people who most probably built the Tower of Babel helps me to understand their desire to “…build us a city and a tower whose top reaches into the sky, and let us make a name for ourselves, lest we be scattered over the whole earth.” (verse 4)

Fear of being “scattered over the whole earth” caused them to challenge the God of heaven.

Fear can induce us to do things that we normally would not consider, like challenge God.  Fear seduces us into believing that we need to take control of our destiny, because God is not able. In effect, we challenge God’s ability to protect, guide, and empower us to fulfill that destiny.

Fear is a spirit. (2 Timothy 1:7), And if fear is a spirit, we cannot allow it to master us or we may find ourselves challenging God. Maybe, we will not build a tower, but in some way, we will set ourselves against the One True God.

Holy Spirit, search us.  Root out all forms of fear. Cause us to rise up in faith, trusting You to complete in us the purpose for which we were created.  In the great name of Jesus. AMEN!!!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Genesis 4, 5, 6, & 7: Stamp Out Those ANTs





Genesis 4:3-8 (Amplified)

“And in the course of time Cain brought to the Lord an offering of the fruit of the ground. And Abel brought of the firstborn of his flock and of the fat portions. And the Lord had respect and regard for Abel and for his offering, But for Cain and his offering He had no respect or regard. So Cain was exceedingly angry and indignant, and he looked sad and depressed. And the Lord said to Cain, Why are you angry? And why do you look sad and depressed and dejected? If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin crouches at your door; its desire is for you, but you must master it. And Cain said to his brother, Let us go out to the field. And when they were in the field, Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him.”


This tragic account of the first murder in history reminds me of what CBT or Cognitive Behavioral Therapy attempts to avoid by teaching patients to deal with their thoughts, prior to those thoughts affecting emotions and ultimately inducing a potentially harmful action (behavior).


Situation ——> Thoughts ——> Emotions —–> Behavior


I tell my patients to stamp out the ANT’s (automatic negative thoughts) before those ANT’s can sting their brains releasing the poison, which affects their emotions and ultimately their behavior.


In Cain’s case, the situation was that God did not accept his offering. The Bible doesn’t mention the thoughts which preceded Cain’s emotional state of anger, indignation, sadness and depression. I can only imagine the ANT’s crawling around in Cain’s brain. The process could have gone like this...


MY, offering not pleasing to God. Why not? I work really hard in the field!!! Doesn’t God see how hard I work? Oh, yeah, and baby brother, Abel. All he does is sit around all day on his duff watching the dumb old sheep. I work harder!!! I should be loved more than him. He makes me so angry!!! He’s the favorite of the family. He’s God favorite. Why, I should…


Cain failed to stamp out the ANT’s (the evil one’s lies) before they changed the course of his life, sending a shock-wave of curses throughout his progeny.


We all have a choice to stamp out those ANT’s before they can affect our destiny.


Holy Spirit, empower us to stamp out any ANT, which may attempt to poison our thoughts. For the glory of Jesus, AMEN!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Genesis 1, 2, and 3: Sanctification Visualized Through Creation





Two verses jumped out at me as I read.


Genesis 1:3 & 4

"And God saw that the light was good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it; and God separated the light from the darkness.  And God said, Let there be light; and there was light."

These verses remind me of the continuing work of Holy Spirit in us, identifying the darkness that attempts to creep into our vessels and separating it from the light, which is Jesus. This beautiful picture embedded in the act of creation embodies the sanctification of us all, our process towards holiness.


Genesis 2:17
“But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil and blessing and calamity you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat of it you shall surely die.”

This is a verse which has stumped me for years. If Adam and Eve did not have the knowledge to determine good vs. evil prior to eating from the tree, then how did Eve know it was evil to disobey God’s command not to eat of it?



Saturday, December 31, 2011

Robert Ricciardelli: 25 Kingdom Initiatives for 2012

Robert Ricciardelli: 25 Kingdom Initiatives for 2012 as published by the Elijah List.


As we move into the new year, I want to share 25 key Kingdom initiatives that I feel are significant for every Believer. I am hopeful that these will confirm some things the Lord has already been showing you, as well as encourage you to pray into these initiatives for your own lives and for the Body of Christ. I pray that each of us would ask the Father to reveal to us our part in the Body, as we seek Him for guidance for His will to be done through us. May the Lord Kingdomize your life in amazing ways in 2012 to further expand His Kingdom and His glory upon the earth.

1. Give to Caesar (government) what is Caesar's, and give to God what is His, which is our very lives. Jesus was consumed with His Father's Kingdom being brought to the earth. We must focus on Christ and His Kingdom rather than being overly concerned with political processes. Pray for governmental change, but let's look to God and not government to provide for us.

2. God is raising up new leaders who will stand for righteousness in the realms of government. This generation of Daniels and Josephs will continue to take their place in leading nations with Father's influence, presence, and wisdom in governmental offices.

3. Father continues to shake all foundations that are not built upon the Rock of Himself. Stand out with His light in the midst of the shaking all around us.

4. Utilize what we do have and be busy doing what we must do. Surrender all paralyzing fear and worrying about what we don't have or cannot do.

5. Understand and activate true repentance in every area of our lives, truly turning away from sin instead of just feeling sorry for our patterns of sin.

6. Swiftly move to forgiveness for every wrong committed against us. Allow His presence to eradicate bitterness from the depths of our souls. Forgive ourselves and move on past the shame simply because Jesus has forgiven us, and His work in forgiveness is complete and has made us whole.

7. We are not victims, for in Christ we are victorious. Choose to not ever live as a victim, because the revelation of Christ and His grace suffices for us daily. Live as a victor and flee from the victim mindset.
8. Let's accept and believe with all of our heart, soul, and mind that Jesus loves us, accepts us, and is for us in every moment of every day.

9. Remain overwhelmed by the love and acceptance of God where we are presently. We are children that are continuing to grow but we are also complete in Him NOW!

10. Acknowledge that our lives follow the way of the Cross, knowing persecution and trials will come. Choose to die more to self, knowing that it is the narrow way He has asked us to follow. As we die to self more, Christ lives through us and our joy is made complete in Him.

11. Enter the rest in God, in the rest of who we are in Christ. Rest from running around doing religious activities that He never called us to do. As we enter in His rest, trusting and relying on Him, we continue to be more than we can ever do!

12. Confident and humble leaders need to continue to train and release every member of their organizations into the ministry that the Lord has called them to. This training and releasing goes beyond the four walls of organized church.

13. Citywide transformation will expand as each individual realizes his or her purpose and calling, and is released to fulfill it in everyday life.

14. God's servant leaders will continue to be recognized and promoted because they seek to serve others with no concern of ever having to be served. Corporate vision never controls or usurps God's purpose for each person.

15. The Lord owns everything we have and asks us to steward everything He has given us. Ask Him how much to give and to where, always willing to give 100% if He were to ask that of us.

16. Kingdomized people will continue to bring godly influence and leadership to all the gates of the city. Kings and priests of God will lead by serving His wisdom and authority in the spheres of government, business, health care, media, law, church, and the educational jurisdictions of our cities.

17. Accept others and the blessing that they are, rather than being offended by them in their differences. Live with unoffendable hearts hidden in Christ. We do not need to see eye-to-eye in order to walk hand-in-hand.

18. Choose to see the good in people, pray for them, and love them regardless of if they change and conform to our ways. Believe for the best in others.

19. Every Believer must understand their journey and the continual process they walk in. Humbly come alongside others who may not be as far along in their journey or process.

20. Convergence can come as we truly love and become excited about the uniqueness of each other's differences, and value each expression of God's people.

21. Spiritual Fathers will have a heart of giving to their spiritual sons that surpass any thoughts of what they might receive in return through their relationship.

22. Seek to trash every idol in our life to be free in serving effectively in the army of our Lord. The greatest idol that we battle is the idol called "self." Continue to lay down self and become selfless in our pursuit of Christ and His Kingdom.

23. See the Kingdom of God beyond race, gender, or age, and seek to unite through all the diversity and expressions of His glorious Kingdom. In the Kingdom male, female, Greek, and Jew can work together in the fullness and likeness of Christ.

24. Prophetic accountability in the Body of Christ will increase as prophetic people move beyond subjectivity. As a Body, we will collectively hear the "sound" of God through the multiplicity of voices.

25. The earth will continue to be filled with the glory of the Lord as more of His people move from religion to relationship while continuing to become one with God and one with each other. We will love as He loves, speak as He speaks, and do what He does, and we will be changing the world together, "AS ONE."

Robert Ricciardelli
Converging Zone Network & Visionary Advancement Strategies

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Read the Bible With Me

Starting January 1, 2012, I will be posting my thoughts as I chronologically read through the Bible.  Join me and offer your own thoughts.  I am not a theologian, but I do love Jesus.  If you want to join me, I'd love it!!!

Thank you to Classic Mama for giving me a head's start on this endeavor.

With Much Love,
Beautiful Grace

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Praise Report


Dear Praying Friends and Family,


Home and doing great. Everything went well; I have not had pain and only slight

nausea upon waking from anesthesia


No  nausea since then. Ready for bed, yes!  I'm going to attempt sleeping flat in 


bed tonight.  PTL!!!!


I love and appreciate all of you!!!

With Much Love...


Beautiful Grace

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Health Update: A Year of Grace and Favor


My Dear Praying Friends and Family,


I've seen God's love in words and deeds through you this year.  I am eternally grateful.  Thank you! 


The most recent example of selfless love that I experienced was just this past Friday.  I had heard a friend was now living in an extended care facility, and I wanted to personally deliver her birthday card.  As my friend lay in bed struggling for breath, she recognized me.  Immediately, she said through labored breathing, "Bellann, it's you.  How are you?  I have really been praying for you.  You've been through so much." 


Friends, that selfless heart is the heart of Jesus manifested.  What an example for us to emulate!  My friend could have turned her eyes inward, wallowing in self pity for her own physical condition, but instead, she chooses to continue to think of others first!  My intent was to minister to her on Friday, but in truth, she was the one who ministered to me.  How beautiful Jesus is through His people!!!


The grace and favor that God has poured out on me far outweighs the difficulties that I have experienced this year.  If only words could express the thankfulness that I have for all the blessings I have received this year!  God has used this blatant attack of the evil one to propel me past a few sticking points in my soul.  My Abba always brings good out of what the evil one has meant for destruction!!!


The favor of God places a bright spotlight of glory on us.  When that happens, people notice.  It's during those times that the doors are wide open to speak about the love of Jesus.  I am thankful for the many opportunities I have had this year to share what Jesus has done for me!  I have loved to see tear-shining eyes in people as they hear how real and active and loving Jesus has been in my life.  I think hope is being stirred in them.  Only God truly knows what speaking of my experience will do for them.


This Friday, I am scheduled for my fourth and final surgery for this year.  The left expander will be removed and replaced with a permanent silicon prosthesis, and I would appreciate any prayers you may offer on my behalf. 

Prayer Points: 
  • No infection
  • No medication or anesthesia reactions
  • That I would have more opportunities to speak about my beloved Jesus
  • That Strongman would not feel overwhelmed as he ministers once again to me during my recovery.
  • That Consecrated and Fire would be propelled into the destinies that God has for them.
  • Financial provision
  • More grace of God in order to minister to others who are hurting
 
Thank you all so very much for your kindness, love, and prayers.  If only I could give each of you a huge hug for the love I feel for you!  May God pour out His grace upon you and give you the peace and passion and power to walk out your destinies in Him!!!
 
With Much Love Always...
Beautiful Grace

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Dirty Dorito

My son entered into "Crash the Superbowl" competition sponsored by Doritos.  Please follow the link to see his "Dirty Dorito" commercial.  If his entry is chosen, we then will have the opportunity to vote for it on 1/4/2011.  Thanks for your support!

You must enter the gallery and then search for "Dirty Dorito" in the search bar and the bottom left of the page.



http://www.crashthesuperbowl.com/#/gallery/?video=16933

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Body Bag

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Pick Lock

Bottled Water

Monday, October 31, 2011

Return Of The Reaper

Return of the Reaper - Official Trailer

Gone Fishin'

Dead in the Water

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Health Update: Peace is the Greatest Gift for this Season


Dear Blog Friends,

During the worship portion of church this past Sunday, I was thinking about peace.  Peace is more valuable than possessions or paid bills, more precious than calm surroundings or lack of troubles.  Peace is even more important than physical health.  Our bodies are *corruptible, meaning they are in the process of dying; whether or not we struggle with a disease or sickness, each of our bodies are dying at varying rates.  Peace transcends this corruptible physical world and transports to a place of internal stillness and calm.  This is the place where Jesus' voice is heard the clearest.  I love to be with Jesus in the place of peace that He has fashioned just for me.  From the beginning of this season, peace has been my guide; Jesus is the Prince of Peace.


When I think about all that has happened to my corruptible body since November of last year, I marvel at the greatness of my God Who has held, consoled, healed and empowered this earthly vessel.  He took an awful situation and used it to propel me into the next phase of my destiny.  My God is so good that He can use any "thing" for His glory, and I am humbled that He chose me.

On Tuesday, I will receive my final saline fill on the left, then it must "rest" for three months as a "scar pocket" forms in order to house the permanent implant.  After that, surgery will be scheduled, most probably in December.

     
Praises:

*God has empowered me to continue with my lifestyle changes in diet and exercise. 

*My body is responding to this change in lifestyle making me look and feel healthier.

*Of all the things with which Jesus has blessed, peace is the most precious!  :)  I believe the peace that the Lord has given has been my greatest testimony during this season.  Peace speaks louder than words to others.

*The Lord has brought other woman into my path who have or have had breast cancer.  I speak life and hope in Jesus each time I am given the opportunity. 

*Jesus protected me from injury during an accident I had while coming home from work, two Tuesdays ago.  In the split second hitting the guardrail, I thought the air bag would smack me, but it didn't.  I didn't even get sore.

*The abnormal labs I reported in my last email were repeated and came back fine.  Thanks for praying!


Prayer:

*I have had random bouts of extreme fatigue.  If you could pray that I would be able to determine the cause of this, I would appreciate it.

*Finances have been tight.  Tony's work has slowed; we now have two sons in college, and my recent accident have caused an increase in bills.

You are all precious to me!  Thank you for standing with me.
With Much Love Always...

Beautiful Grace

*phthartos-
G5349
decayed, that is, (by implication) perishable: - corruptible.
from Strong